My Scar-Filled Heart

Today marks what would have been A’s 51st birthday, our 32nd spent together.  (It would have been our 33rd had it not been for a trip to London with my then 15 y.o. daughter and her friend about 8 years ago.)  I knew this day was looming and have been trying to prepare myself, yet […]

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Caught in a Bubble

I’m in a weird place.  With not only Christmas, but what would have been my husband’s 51st birthday a few days earlier looming nearer, I’m a bundle of emotions.  It would be easy to get caught up in the emotional high of the holidays – the hustle and bustle, the planning, the shopping, the wrapping, […]

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Dull Ache

A bit of time has passed since my last post (since Thanksgiving, to be precise), but I assure you that this is actually a good thing.  You see, things have simply gotten busier around here, not only because Christmas is just around the corner, but because I finally seem to be fully coming out of […]

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Being Grateful

Today, as could have been predicted, I received many calls and messages from those wishing me a happy holiday, including at least a few that were quite unexpected, coming from individuals with whom I rarely get to speak.  As the first Thanksgiving without my husband, I’m certain everyone expected it to be an extremely difficult […]

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