Beauty in Motion

Three months.  That doesn’t seem like too long, does it?  But when your world has been turned inside out and upside down and chaos has become normal, three months seems a lifetime.  On the other hand, no time at all.  I spend so much time in a fog that hours and days simply slip away […]

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Unwanted Guest

During a recent conversation, my daughter told me that many of my recent postings were too dark and depressing, and she asked me lovingly to “knock it off”.  It bothers her to know I am so sad.  Initially, I thought she was right.  Perhaps I needed to balance out the darkness with more light. Then […]

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Roller Coaster Ride

While I’ve previously provided the Cliff Notes version of how I got here, I decided it was time to lay out a day-by-day outline of the two weeks my husband spent in the hospital before he ultimately passed away. Having a large family and lots of concerned friends who lived in another part of the […]

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The Far Side of Grief

You know those movie scenes where a couple, or a family, or a group of teenagers is happily riding along in a car and out of nowhere – WHAM! – their vehicle is struck by another?  Flying glass, screeching tires, crunching metal. Lives turned upside down in an instant.  Sudden, unexpected, intense.  That’s what grief […]

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